i'm so depressed...i cant talk to hakkai anymore...it's only been like 3hrs, but i feel like a part of me is missing...she was one of my best friends and she was also my hug buddy....*sigh* i wish i could help her, and i said i would draw her a picture of hakkai, but i'm such an idiot...procrastinating and not getting it done...and now this happens...i know, i sound really selfish and kinda whiny...but i cant help it...i loved her...she helped me believe in myself, and also helped me respect my ...

I did something horrible.. terrible. My own fault. I may never be allow on the computer ever again. No Oekaki-ing. No Aim IMing. No more working on no site. This maybe goodbye. I regret ever procrastinating. I'm sorry.. I am. I Left 2 draw before.. and it was hard. It seems I'm leaving it again.. for more personal reasons... maybe forever.. I'm sorry everyone. I really am. For ever knowing me. For reading this. For everything. I this may be the last day I ever have, being here. Most likely is......

O.K. here's the scoop: My boyfriend invited me to go to a cookout with him. Of course I accepted. His mom, dad, and sister came along. We drove to the out skirts of a town called Bedford, Virginia, where there are lots of farms and countryside houses. We turned onto a dirt road and drove until we came upon a barn-shaped gathering place. About four families were there. The dwelling was a sort of car garage on the bottom floor and a kind of house on the top floor. Nobody lived there; It was...