It hurt so much worse than I expected it, way deep inside to be alone again, and it took only one look to see why. I should never have been so silent in my support when she mentioned planning to get one when she'd found out. I should have said something... but I didn't. It haunts my nightmares, plagues me in the day all to know I could have said... something. But I did nothing, just as I can now do nothing but have my nightmares and shoulder the burden of silence.

Barky can't sleep because of Yappy's yapping.
Barky decides to read.

The End.

I don't know what's next
I only know what I've been through
In all reality, I shouldn't still be here
but I am
I can tell you a thousand sad stories
or I can tell you just one
All I know is I better get a big blue ribbon
when I'm done


So stick me like a pig with a big blue ribbon
Slap it right here on my side
Ain't got no choice but to keep on livin'
Another climb, another downhill ride

stupid fwd. I got in my email(created a visual.. although I went with a whirlpool, not sauna):
THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED
IN A SAUNA SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND.

THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE
OTHERS LOOKED
AT HER QUESTIONINGLY.

"THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY
ARM.

A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER
PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE
PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND."

THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED
SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUTSIDE OF THE
SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF
TOILET PAPER
HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND
STARED AT
HER.

THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID........."WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT
THAT.. I'M GETTING A FAX!!

........zero and ciel'''........
Can i draw cartoon here?

butt-ache..

WHAT AN ANNOYING FACE !!!
well, i'm sick of asking more space and spent too much time on this ..... thing... already. Out of my studio !@#

I love to use blending and smoothing in combination.

Hope you like it

I want to have it!
This is gonna be a serie of drawings. There are already a couple of them :)

pls move to beginner board. I'm tired of this in my unfinished draws. So it is what it is.