well i was disappointed because i had told myself that i wouldn't get worked up over something and i did. .. and this long story about me losing some t-shirt for band. .. ( i decided not to go to a performance because i couldn't handle any disapproving glances) . >.O .. so yeah... i'll try to finish it laterz ^.^

I'm a little confused about what you said, but all in all, I hope you feel better.