More than likely the loss of that desire is due to the fact that you've impressed so many for so long that you just got bored with that aspect of it. If your work were any more impressive on a regular basis, people around here would probably start sucking on your toes instead of just kissing your feet. Your work won't suffer from the loss of that... your best art shows when you just feel something and your expression shows in a painting.
I lost that desire a long time ago, but I'll still paint.
drawn in 50 min
drawn in 4 min
I lost that desire a long time ago, but I'll still paint.
I really like her face.