heh yeah man...i was like this for a long while....then i meet the love of my life ^^ now things couldnt be better....heh the importent thing to remember is that shit happens to everyone, but if you endure then you will learn to see the beauty in the little things in life, like a kiss from someome you love on a cold winters day, or just lyeing in bed nestled close to your loved one....sigh...sorry im feeling kinda poetic today.....hope things get better for you