I'm really really really really really really bored.

Wait a minute it is MY B-DAY IT........D:<

IT: Its mine too, I was born the same day as you so don't complain...........eeeh!

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Ok so as you can see my friends today its the day I turned legaly 21.....:D
Wille IT is terrifingly 21 too.......I guess......D:
I though no body remembered my B-day today, but I got surprice to see I was wrong, and even more cooler was that my friend Rita from my job made me a 21 shaped pretzel for me to show that she remembers, but the sad thing, it got burned in the oven becuse we forgot all about the pretzel......XD~ still I loved it...
Well my friends I'll see you later around, right now I will join Aaron "Psychofox" into the internet bar to celebrate my B-day,ha!
Man now I can do all of those illegal things I couln't do wille I was 20 and younger......>:D~just playing
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character.........D:>
That's what they say about him............
One day at college I was mining my on busines carrying my note book full of my works..."mostly sketches and doodles"...>:D
and there was in a corner a bunch of so called "Otaku Girls" witch consisted of girls who were a huge fans of anime specially pretty boys.......8*
But then one of them knew me and came to me saying : Hey don't you draw anime like drawings or something?.....
and I say: Well yeah kind of if you call my pictures anime or what ever.......<:D?
Then the girls haded their eyes all fulled of sparkles thinking that I was some king of pretty girls or pretty guys artits for some kind, then one of them snatched my note book to see out of curiosity to see my work, all of them were all highper active and giggling all crazy like to see the pictures..........D:>
But what was their surprice.........>:D They saw all of this uggly looking military guys and a bunch of furry like characters, they were all like: Eeeeeew........what is that?.....Military?........You like to draw military?..............OMG.........Seriously.........
I sayd: Whats brong with my characters?...........
Them: The're ugly.........D:<
Me:....................,O^O oh.......
They were all complaining on why I don't draw all of those pretty buys like Roy Mustang, or Tuxedo Mask or someting.... no they say I draw special aided people like this guy that he was the most horrofying good guy character they have ever seen............DX>
That crushed my heart big time, but still its my work and my style so shubel it in to your.......... well you know .... if you don't like it.....>:D
The End my friends........XD
Well enjoy.......XD
Might change some stuft if I fell like it or not.......>:D
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As the title states. Imagery like this is not shocking to me.
Personally I find that the majority of the public enjoy extreme gore, sexual deviance, and death. Just think about what we view.

Gore and death: Hostel, Saw, 300, 28 weeks later, Silent Hill, Resident Evil, CSI series, OZ, The Sopranos, etc.
Sexual Deviance: Law and order SVU, The Tudors, Just porn alone is a HUGE market and includes many themes that would blow others minds.

The news we all watch holds a cache of horror and fear.

And we LOVE IT. We want more of it. Then again, its apart of our nature as much as love, healing, and creation are. Well... don't show love making on TV because of children (Rather be parents). Remember the 80s? Some shows were essentially softcore porn.
I find that gore and extreme situations can also be utilized to make beautiful art and cinema.
Ichi The Killer, once past all the insanity, rape, and gore. Was a really good movie, and had some very intelligent ideas behind it on top of beautiful Imagery. Sympathy for Mr. Vengeance as another one. VIDEODROME, SUSPIRIA, The Box, etc. All works of art.

Then you have the drawn artists like Junji Ito, Hans Bellmer, Surhiro Maruo, Kage, etc.

So these vile themes can be used past the newest shitty horror movie. I think the only people who find such shocking are those not ever exposed, or those predisposed to be shocked by modes of thinking (ex: religion, culture, etc.)


SO AFTER ALL THAT BULLSHIT I JUST WROTE, WHAT IS SHOCKING TO ME?

A world where we do not kill and hurt each other, a world where people loved each other, societies of people built on selflessness and community, a world where all are truly equal.

But this is merely long-dead-romantic-rhetoric made for people to impale themselves upon. Such a utopia is fantasy for now.

I officially disqualify myself from this contest because I could not come up with an image that expresses what I find shocking. Sorry for making you read all of that.

see...because it wasn't funny.

I don't know what compels me to draw these things. I think it will go somewhere.
I better turn down the crap-o-meter and start using some reference.

wahay!