Inspired by a special I saw on the History Channel about Caligula, gotta love that channel. Trying to paint more boldly and meaningful like Dan, his work is definitely worth a second look when trying to "paint it digitally". I based this on a bust sculpture of Caligula.

.where am I..........

I've been guilty of playing the victim before, it's bullshit, I know. That been said, there is this group of people out there who are pissing me off, they have mastered the art of being a victim and I'm sick of their bullshit. The following message is for all of you people obsessed with being a victim...

Stop milking your problems, stop playing the martyr, spare me your self-pity, stop punishing yourself, stop blaming everything on circumstance, stop wasting everyone's time and pull your self-deluded head out of your ass.

I feel like singing "A very merry un-birthday to me." But without the un. :)

This is my very first attempt on this website... just trying to learn how to use everything. Tell me what you think, criticism.. but not too harsh, im a major noob at the moment.

Background didn't come out exactly how i wanted...

Belle and Sebastian

When past sometimes takes you with soft hands
Forceless it pulls you to your chair
Hides you away from these half days
Sunless, at the end of the year

The air is like a knife cutting through you
A room in the house is always warm
Stretched down on the bathroom floor thinking
Of fair days your future may hold

Love comes like surprise ice on the water
Love comes like surprise ice at dawn
Love comes at dawn

Deprived all the light of colours
The world ends at your window tree
Darkness creates these illusions
That pale days can teach you to see

Rain falls but no life is given
Weeks pass, no progress is made
Past sometimes takes you with soft hands
And all that surrounds you will fade