Finished for now. Deadlines and such.

I overdid this,and was too hard on it; perfectionist,for such a lighthearted cartoon;as you can see,I'm getting so into it,again,I'm seriously, going,at some stage,to think about trying to be "professional"again,somehow.why not try?all I can lose,is to fail,big deal.find out how,to go to big cartoon syndicates,cause I see such BAD CARTOONS,professionally,worse than mine.get egotistical again?it's not that,I just like to do it.But the logic sttucture of this fridge gave me lots of trouble,should have gotten a fridge ad,and copied that,rather than looking at my own,bad,used old hulk,and not geting the angle I wanted.Yon other artist got his perfect.(I once had a job doing furniture in ads.)Yeah,if "prickley city"can get syndicated,and it stinks badly,why not me,stinking badly?not saying I'll ever make money,just why not get pushy again,pretend I;'m a man,so I "fit into the group", be as outrageous as I like?(I mention,bending my gender identity,cause there is a real,stark discrimination against female cartoonists;I don;t want to do "family circle",ugh.Gad,can you see me doing a "family strip"?ha ha.Only a family of burlesque strippers!Sorry for writing so much,I really liked the idea of animals having their own refrigeration,for an elk or two.I mean,gazelle.(You real animals lovers will also tell me,it's the female lion who does the hunting,not the male,true.)Maybe he only goes out for a quart of milk.