so trapped inside my self
lost, forgotton, locked away
you want it this way
you like it this way
you say you just want me to be happy
but you only want to preserve your own thin vision
so precariously placed on what you believe is true
you knew me
you knew who I am
why don't you come find me
someone else sees me dissapearing...
I keep failing
falling
deeper and deeper
soon there won't be any light left
theres no one else left who knows me
not all of me like you did
it hurts so much to know
you can't love what I really am
All I wanted
ever
was to be loved
to make someone proud
but I just keep failing
failing
failing
becoming something I never was
I have to succeed
I have to be something that you can love
someone close the lid on my hole
hide it away till it starves
Then maybe...maybe I can believe I am happy too...