My mind is flooded with images of someone, a person I've tried to forget these past few months. I see a brilliant, comforting smile and a pair of dark blue eyes, it's her again (it's always her). I can't help but to remember her, I see these vivid scenes in my head, well preserved moments we shared that I wish I could experience again. Over and over, I see her face. She wears a playful expression, has an enticing gaze and her eyes are sending me an invitation. These images are so fresh, I can almost feel her presence every time I think about her, BAH! Her kindly smirk used to melt me completely. Thinking of her overwhelms me, I miss her so much. She's playing like a broken record in my mind and it's driving me nuts. Why do I keep her so well preserved? Why can't I let go? Time seems to help, I guess I just need more time. A while back I made myself mark this day on my calendar, a lot of good that did me. Don't mind me, I'm just venting, trying to cope with my longing. It's hard to fill the void sometimes but painting and ranting seem to help.