I am so screwed beyond belief. I'm posting this more as dated info. for myself than to be sharing it with others. I've been really sick lately with fever, weight loss, stomach problems, joint pain, skin rash, etc..etc... The dr. isn't positive yet while we still run tests but seems pretty sure that I have a new disease. I am already bipolar. The medicine they give you for this new illness makes bipolar people's symptoms spin out of control. It has taken years and years for me to find somewhat of a balance with the bipolar, and even that is always just temporary because after a while the medications will stop working and it's time to start all over again. With my mind under attack already, I really don't need this shit with my body too. Currently I'm in alot of pain and can't sleep because of it. I haven't been given any new medicine yet and now I'm not sure if I can even take it, because I'd much prefer to be able to think clearly over dealing with physical pain... but it is bad right now and some symptoms are really bad for me, so I don't know what I'm going to do.