...again...

is it bad when you hurt so much, that you can't feel anythign else but your chest...
your limbs go numb, you can't cry just sit in pain and silence.
the time'll come where my eyes will break open
and so many tears will be spilt but in the end i'll wonder
what man where they for?
one who doesn't deserve them, one who
deserves the very hell and chaos they create.
such a person to destroy something
so beautifull,
doesn't deserve to live.