I'm thinking about things I know I shouldn't
I feel like i dont belong anywhere,
And i try...I do try...
But it seems like no one cares.
Like people wish i wasnt there,
Just because its me.

I have no idea what I did,
Or what I can do to change things
So that they are better for me...
...it all just feels so hopeless...

I'm thinking about things I shouldn't....