" I feel like i am drowining again in blood..its ur blood..u stabber urself..now i am crying in this hell.. i sed dont do a suicide..but u didnt listend to me..i hate this fuck..come back my love..retur from the death..if not ill do the same..ill kil myself..cuz no one understands..no one can cheer me up like u did..no one can make me smile..once more..like u did i feel so lonely inside" ok i know the colours are all fucked up..and using those colours was oddd.but i choosed them randomly..i am not iin a good mood ya know.,