My mood's been spiraling downwards all day, and now I'm at the point where I can't smile. Oh sure, I can smile in front of mom so she doesn't think anything's up, but then I return to being emotionless...I hate this...not even being able to smile...feeling like I'm insignificant, useless, uneeded, a burden to all around me, invisible, unloved...this isn't self pity, it's more like self loathing...now then, I'm sorry for both posting another quick, worthless picture, and for rabling on about things no one probably even cares about.