So this is what he meant by living a life in exile. He said I would regret it...He knew...he's one too.

_{"Yagumay, I will give you time to think it over. This shall be the hardest decision of your life. After this there's no such thing as going back. You will lose everything and have to start anew."}

He damned me to this fate. It's like dying and being reborn again into a life of burning and pain. My veins ache and hold a desire for the blood of other beings.

And I sit here naked on the floor, wondering what could have been if I had stayed with...Him...My Evan...