im not sure.
its too hard right now

Was it your idea to go?

no

When do you supose it won't be too hard right now?

fuck if i know dan.
i just want to get through it okay.
there isnt really a problem {blah blah blah denial}
but really.

Well. that kinda sucks (that you have to), and its kinda good (to help you with whatever it is) and it kinda sucks (that you dont wanna go), and it's kinda good (cuz you WILL get through it)

Ive dabbled with a few drugs in my time,and at the the age of 12 i had my first batch of magic mushrooms, but i never really had a majer problem with any.My best friend on the other hand has been on heroin and rock for 10 years, at one point his girlfriend was a prostitute to fund there habit, and she got raped while on the job. There both on meths at the moment trying to get off it.My brother was on heroin for 13 years aswell! most of my friends from school have been on it aswell, a couple of my brothers friends have died from overdoses.This time last year i was going out taking pills snorting cocain and drinking alot , i got really ill and my tonsils and glands all swelled up and i had to go in hospital to have my tonsils out, i had to go private to have my tonsils out aswell and it cost me a fortune.These days i prefer staying in to watch tv, i draw, and eat cheese crackers.Its a good laugh at the time taking drugs, but in the end it all goes tits up , so its a good idea to get yourself sorted out now while your young.

Let hope you'll move to drawing addiction only O.O

p.s.
This piece is .. fantastic.

Memo me when you decide you "can't live like that' anymore....I couldn't, and stopped 18 yrs ago. Still clean and sober today. With the exception of being addicted to drawing.
Your picture is good. It speaks volumes.

thanks for your compliments and concerns.

meth and rock is for stupid shits.
no offense flubbles.

I agree, its the prescription meths they have from the docter though (the green liquid shit) to ween themselves off heroin! it means she doesnt have to do prostitution anymore so its a step in the right direction.Everybody has some kind of an addiction, just most people have an healthier one.

Wow and wow again! This is a gorgeous painting! This huge talent you have will carry you through whatever tests you face. You are an amazing artist Mooki! Good luck!

Good luck with this (difficult) period in your life, Mooki.
The drawing has a strong emotion, I like the style.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-N7cjcY6qk

thinking of you mooks

ooo, I wish you well. Good luck, mooki.

Is mooki still in rehab?