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I am so screwed beyond belief. I'm posting this more as dated info. for myself than to be sharing it with others. I've been really sick lately with fever, weight loss, stomach problems, joint pain, skin rash, etc..etc... The dr. isn't positive yet while we still run tests but seems pretty sure that I have a new disease. I am already bipolar. The medicine they give you for this new illness makes bipolar people's symptoms spin out of control. It has taken years and years for me to find somewhat of a balance with the bipolar, and even that is always just temporary because after a while the medications will stop working and it's time to start all over again. With my mind under attack already, I really don't need this shit with my body too. Currently I'm in alot of pain and can't sleep because of it. I haven't been given any new medicine yet and now I'm not sure if I can even take it, because I'd much prefer to be able to think clearly over dealing with physical pain... but it is bad right now and some symptoms are really bad for me, so I don't know what I'm going to do.

7 comments – latest 4:

davincipoppalag (May 30, 2007)

You always have a way of putting all that emotion and pain into a picture....it sucks that you're sick.

Sweetcell (May 31, 2007)

Oh Lori I'm so sorry to hear that. I've been diagnosed with mild schizophrenia and it took years to find the right meds to help me. I know what it's like when you haven't that much control over your mind at times. Now this physical hell to deal with. We're all here for you, and hope something can be done, and in the meantime maybe you should look at alternatives, not to replace medicine but augment it. Meditation, diets, herbs. Whatever heppens you have the support here. (((Lori)))

lori (May 31, 2007)

well I'm very sorry you have to deal with similar shit too, Barb, and thanks... we should talk sometime

JK-Arts (Jun 8, 2007)

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Deel twee.

Roytje (Apr 6, 2007)

I only used the rectangle (?) tool :) Even for my signature!

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fleeting_memory (Apr 7, 2007)

awesomely trippy :)

Sweetcell (Apr 7, 2007)

How do you do that? You must do a wiki because I would love to try myself.

*sigh* Maybe I will be replacing my wallpaper every wekk, if you keep making such enchanted images every week. Must see if this is big enough.

I'd so love to collab with you Roy, but damn me I put myself in a bind and did too many unfinished pieces.

Skai (Apr 7, 2007)

Wooooah. That's awesome. x3

diver2026 (Jun 8, 2007)

I lke this a lot, looks like something my mom would have on her wall, she loves sailboats

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Wrong step

PS (Jun 5, 2007)

Every which way I turn I've got the option of a million choices.

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Sweetcell (Jun 5, 2007)

That much I can do, aaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnd done.

PS (Jun 5, 2007)
drawn in 19 min

Thanks Sweetcell.

Roytje (Jun 6, 2007)

Yes, this is disgusting.

fleeting_memory (Jun 7, 2007)

ooooooooooow-Everytime I see this my whole being shouts OW! crazy.

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Falling

Axil62 (Jun 3, 2007)

I just want to thank you
For all of the things you've done
I'm thinking about you
I just want to send my love
I send my best to you
That's my message of love
For all the things you did
I can never thank you enough

Feel like I'm falling
Falling off the face of the earth
Falling off the face of the earth
(Falling)
Feel like I'm falling
Falling off the face of the earth
Falling off the face of the earth

Oh...

I just want to tell you
You sure mean a lot to me
It may sound simple
But you are the world to me
It's such a precious thing
That time we shared together
I must apologize
For the troubled times

Feel like I'm falling
Falling off the face of the earth
(Falling)
Feel like I'm falling
Falling off the face of the earth
Falling off the face of the earth

Oh...

Feel like I'm falling
Falling off the face of the earth
Falling off the face of the earth
(Falling)
Falling off the face of the earth

(Falling)
Feel like I'm falling
Falling off the face of the earth
(Falling)
Feel like I'm falling
Falling off the face of the earth
(Falling)

Neil Young

21 comments – latest 4:

davincipoppalag (Jun 4, 2007)

This is so incredibly good...damn..

Axil62 (edited Jun 5, 2007)

I thought it would be nice to play a sample of this song so that you could get a better feel for this.

Sweetcell (Jun 5, 2007)

She's lovely, and I envy your talent to paint loose and free. The sun flares behind her are a nice touch, they almost seem to frame her.

Orkdoop (Jun 7, 2007)

im about to be emo right now..

"Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
and bury me
in all my favorite colors,
my sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you.

Now turn away,
cause I'm awful just to see
cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
but counting down the days to go.

It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)
Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you...

Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you..."

awaken

Kloxboy (Jun 7, 2007)

alive and awake

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davincipoppalag (Jun 7, 2007)

I see a vague resemblance here...you are the master..

solve (Jun 7, 2007)

This is nice, I like this one. This is soooo awesome! Very good.

lori (edited Jun 7, 2007)

haha, he should be made into one of those smooshy ball heads that yells stuff when you throw it at something
really bright, it did help wake me thanks

Sweetcell (Jun 7, 2007)

If Yoda were a human.......

This just makes me smile. :D

echar por el fregadero

lori (Jun 6, 2007)

@*$!

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davincipoppalag (Jun 6, 2007)

musta been an interesting night here

lori (Jun 7, 2007)

well yeah, for a bit it was, I was up too long
and I understand that MelissaMissy is just 11, maybe 12 by now, so I shouldn't go on about her
but I was referring to the colors comment she made on another one of my pics... I think that one day softer more subdued
colors will comfort her too, when she no longer has the cushy little life of a child. For now she just makes me giggle 'cause she's the same
age as my son.

davincipoppalag (Jun 7, 2007)

I think your colors are beautiful..much better than garish bright ones ...

Sweetcell (Jun 7, 2007)

Well that, plus she's been going from picture to picture making rather rude and obnoxious comments. But it's all past now. :)