massive cat looking down at you with mad technological death raining down from the left eye. erm, yeah.

cant take this pain anymore i shall rip out my own heart...hum i guess it does work a little..
thanks flubbles..:(

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The tiger is the symbol of darkness and the new moon. When a "tiger totem" enters your life, expect new adventures.....it will awaken new passion and power. "Tiger people" do their best work at night. They are very sensual and passion people and dedicated parents. Your best work will be done at night. Tigers are associated with water, and have all the properties of the element of water......healing, power thru gentle flow, feminine energies...."lol" . I found this interesting bit of information about tigers online....so I thought I'd pass it on to you all out there.....:) I'm not quite finished with this pic yet.....I want to "mess around" with it some more.....but I'm afraid if I mess around too much ....I'll end up "messin' everything up...."LOL"!! I'm very good at messing things up....haha. Anyways.....this tiger is far from perfect.....but I thought it might be fun to try drawing it.....I used a "ref" pic... I'm posting this as finished......but I'm gonna work on it more later.....I tried doing a couple of things to it, but it didn't look right, so I'm done with it for now......I need room in my "unfinished" draws gallery anyhow.....:)

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(I"m a little manic,I just decided to join my local synagouge,which is not conservative,but "reconstructionist";did not know what5 that was,till I went to Havdalah service,with Rabbi singing concert Sat.night;well,it means"Jewish hippies,bohemians,and rabbis,all folksinging Jewish songs."wow,I can go back to my roots,at 62,wear my most artsie duds,make ,sew,and paint some new ones,and embellish up a storm.and I have somewhere to wear them.wow.I used to go to a very tradtional,conservative synagouge,years ago,and it considered itself Liberal;haha,it was stodgy,compared to this.I'm going to relax and enjoy it,and wear too much jewelry,and have my ears pieced again.wear earrings I bought,have not worn for years.meaning,I CAN BE MYSELF,AND NOT WORRY.Almost like living in Berkeley,CA.It's Eugene.Oregon.I already met some of the ladies my age,and older,imports from New York,and back east,very nice people.They think the synagouge is "too democratic,it even takes black people",but it's the only synagouge in town,so that is it.Well,it's so Liberal,it even takes native Oregonians,like me.ha ha.NOTE: It does support Israel,thank God(Baruch atah Adonai.my Hebrew is so bad now.)It's so Bohemian,they even have their own"house musicians."Who in heck name would want to be CHRISTIAN?(unless you're southern Baptist.)No,no,that was just a joke,just a joke,guys.ha ha,Joke.Jewish hippie Joke.Let me see...what's a Bohemian,hippie Jewish joke?How would the "reconstructionist movement of Judaism handle hostilies from Hamas?They'd bomb them with large amts. of lit Hashish,and let them try to get angry on THAT.(The duck fans from the U.of Oregon,nearby,in the stadium,football,could really do to switch from booze to pot,and get rid of all those angry,drunken,yellling,abusive,hostile Duck Fans!!MELLOW OUT.hUG and kiss a Beaver fan,don;t mash em!)

But this drawing is me,trying to do "Jewish geneological research,"trying to find Mr.Kowiski,(not got right spelling,cannot find him anywhere),Kowisci?Kowicsci?It's Polish.My dad's old boss,and his family.Chowisci??Kowisci?There's som e Polish spelling here,I have to get right,or I cnnot research his name.Anyone here,Jewish and Polish,know how to spell"Cho-wis-sky"?right?Have you heard of that last name?Family name?"Ka-wis-ski"?"Ke-wics-sci"?naah.Ko-wis-ski.But can;t find it,with that spelling.I'm spelling it wrong,I never knew how to spell it,I was a kid then.Any Polish Jews on "2draw.net"speak Polish,or know names well?Sorry,typed too much.apologize.I'm still hungover on Jewish fairy dust.sparkle,sparkle. " :))) )