Iti's a portrait of davinci, here,surrounded by his visions,all over his painting,and computer art.Kind of a fun,flipant,rebellious spirit. Sorry,this was done at night,something wrong with my pen,it's broken,and tired,not done well,just wanted to enter for fun.

I looked fora body part,they were all hidden,covered up,feet,hand,arm,leg,face,but my big fat hairy arm,with little red spots (it's dry,flakely,summer sun skin,not taken care of,with red dots,ugh)and it looks 2,000 ft. tall,and 2,000 lbs.of fat.(I'm trying to lose weight,to no avail,although summer is good for drinking all yer dinner, ha ha.(no alchohol,just tea and ice,watermelon.)Yeah,yu get old,the greatest skin gets old,it can;t help it,and mine was better than most.(vanity).this wAs fun,just to paint an unusual angle,and view of a part,as if were accusing you,ugly and porky.heh heh

fascinated with robots,and robots like humans; a blend.and what would we look like,if we were a robot or android?I could be an android of my young self,all over,and not grow old,and wow,some hot robot. huh:prefer being Data to human.I love the textures,and just thought,how to transfer textures to fabric; use STENCILS OF THE TEXTURE PATTERNS,AND PUT THEM OVER FABRIC,OVER AND OVER,WITH TEXTILE PAINT.(i do fabric painting.)that would work,partly.or,air brush them over each other onto fabric,in diff. colors.and use these kinds of mixed designs.EUREKA!I HAVE FOUND IT.WHAT AN IDEA. SHEESH. CRAZY ME. HA HA.

no comment, dude.

lots fun doing this female abstract,or moving woman with lines.

Portrait of old lady,who just lost her last friend,(portrait contest?); we have less friends as we get older,and less to spare,and often,old people get down to one last one,and do not often make new ones.So,the way the picture is done,style,ect.,is meant to represent that.crude,rough,short,and unfinished.

thank you for the comments.(it's ok about the contest,this was fun.)

the spirit of the Us nation, spirit of 1776,is not done yet; too fuzzzy, I was tired, up all night (bad back) and did not get done yet. "supernatural"I will work on it again.



Finished:I'm having other troubled,taking precident,and I'm very unstrung.so,this thing gave me trouble,cause the "spiritualism"or "unphysicalness"of the supernatural spirit,was hard to imagine;how fragile,how wispy?how do you symbolize freedom coming to someone,supernaturally?Or,rather the spirit of freedom?very tricky.I am really stressed out,and not knowing what other stuff,that's in my life,I do take refuge in art,and craft,so I'm doing that,but not very WELL. ok,so I admit,this was HARD. I guess I should have used a "resource picture"but how do you show a phantom?an idea?ok,well,some of it is so crude,I'm not a "showplace"person,obviously.but I kind of got the idea,and this software is giving me cats-freaks,I did not know--get this--the pads and pens are PRESSURE SENSITIVE, till I saw someone's post, never occured to me, pressure. well,thanks for commenting,then,this is just an "idea".not so good physically.

I just looked at it,from a distance,and now,I do like it; very 3-dimensional, at a distance. Ok, I like it a bit. especially how the shadowed face seems so deep, and the student is so real, and in the front.

Mostly finisned,cause you can go crazy over the fur,getting it right;watched these commercials with these darling little rodents,hamsters,or the other "thingie"(even the one dissappearing in the vaccum cleaner) and driving cars while they listen to rap music,and I WANT THEM,THEY ARE SO CUTE!!!sO,probably going to start drawing them.hee hee.I love little animals.

The explanation of this self portrait is;I am two people,and this is the best way to describe me. I am two extremes,very dark(obvious), and very bright (loud sense of humour,bright colors,outrageous,funny,satirical,and I like Oscar Wilde.); this abstract has them running into each other,literally,which is what they do in real life. (no,I am not manic-depressive. I never get that high.) Usually,I love chibi-paint,except that now I have the new Java,and since then, the computer repairman says,many sites only have aplets for the old Java,which disenables me from using chibipaint unless I do it this way. Very limited.(which,incidentally,is the story of my life.) I probably should find a site which lets me download a chibi-paint,completely,and then I can change the aplet myself,for the newest Java. I love chibi paint,and now I can;t use it hardly.It's far better than stupid,fucking Adobe Illustrator.ugh.


A lot of the people I used to know, close friends,are dead now, have been for long time, which shows you the crowd I used to run with. I'm still alive,and I'm 63. It's not all fun and games being a survivor,you outlive everyone else, like the Man who Never Dies, but everything else he knows, does. Karl Lagerfeld is like that.(no relation.) He says,"when all your past is over,and all friends with it,your whole era gone,you must like the era you are in." Or,like someone said to me,a while ago,"Old age is not for wimps."

And one character in a foriegn movie said,an old man,
"The only constant in life,is you keep losing more and more."Good summation.Get tough,or don't get old. (anyone who knows website,I can download my own Chibi-Paint, let me know.) (EDIT:SHIT, why did I put a 16 minute drawing in here?crap.ok,it's me,I'm sixteen minutes of fame,that's it, ha ha. )

yeah, too tired, hope art gets finished, this Oekaki used to work,